That's where I find myself. I am an opinionated person. I'll admit that. However, I usually talk about it with a few people and keep it to myself around others. I am not good at confronting my source of frustration. I bury it until I get to this point and I want to explode. Yes, I do know it's not the healthiest way of dealing with things. :D
Also know that it's not the attitude that I should have. We are supposed to be like God. God puts up with a lot from us... from me. Yet, He loves me through it all. He doesn't throw up His hands with me and walk away.
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant
or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth.
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things,
endures all things." 1 Corinthians 13:4-7
That is a lot to live up to. Love is long suffering. Frustration is short-tempered. But, I am human and sometimes this world makes it hard to be here. Sometimes people make it hard. Sometimes I get tired of biting my tongue and going with the flow. What am I supposed to do? Give it all to Him.
"Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly
in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy,
and my burden is light.” 1 Matthew 11:28-29
So, I am trying. Right now, honestly, I am not there yet. I don't want to bury it until it pops back up later. I want to let go of it. I'll get there. Just not today....
"casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7